* My 1st eNtRy *

this is my 1st entry.. hmmmm.. after much persuasion by dearest jiaman i've decided to create my own blog at last.

Yesterday, met boy at bout 1630, 'cos be4 that he accompanied his friend to sim lim to get something.. Then we went to Carrefour, Suntec.. Dear said that I've been eating very unhealthy stuff in hostel, so wanted to buy some grocerries for me to put in my hall so that i won't have to munch on those 'unhealthy' biscuits (which made me sick).. so nice of him right? I lurve him loads for that.. But, didn't buy much stuff actually.. After that, dear said that he was very hungry 'cos he haven really eaten anything since morning.. *poor dear* But, everywhere was so crowded, all seats were filled.. (I think cos it's the last day of the fireworks thingy) Then boy suggest to go to Raffles City to see if there's any seats available for us.. But to no avail, the food court and burger king there is also filled with people.. Then we saw this Japanese restaurant located beside the food court.. Forgot the name of the restaurant le.. So boy suggest that we dine in there.. He ate curry chicken rice and i ate tempura set. After that went straight home cos I have to go back to hall.. Hmmm.. after i alight from the bus, i suddenly remembered i've left my hp in dear's pocket and he forgot to return me.. Forgetful me!! hurhurrr.. when i reached home, i called him, but he din pick up my call.. argh.. so i told daddy bout it, then daddy suggest to send me to his place to get it from him be4 he drive me to my hall.. but, after a few mins, he called me.. he told me he alighted from the next bus stop and is walking to my place.. i was like "HUH?? it's so far leh.. actually my dad wanted to send me to ur house to get it from u.. SORRY leh!!" but dear said it's ok since he've already alighted from the bus.. After that i went to bathe then pack my stuff and then dad send me back to hall.. haix.. I hate to go back there cos I think I can't study there I can't concentrate and I hate school now.. ARGHHHhhhhhhhh....

Today was just another normal day for me. woke up at 715, washed up, bathed and then walked to MLT for my lectures. I've skipped Maths lecture today.. hurhurrr.. naughty me!! Elena suggested it actually 'cos we've learned those stuffs in Further Maths, and the lecture notes that we had was extremely brief. So she suggest that we revise our JC Further Maths notes, created by MR KWANG.. So, after materials science lecture, we sneaked off from the back door and took a shutter bus back to hall with Roy.. Hmmm.. wanted to study econs but, din manage to study much, cos was chatting in msn with jiaman most of the time.. hururrr.. ya, then at 1pm walked back to MLT for my econs lecture.. after that, went to Shi Kai's hall to discuss econs tutorial cos we have to present our answers in transparency.. BUT, we din manage to come up with any sensible answers cos most of us were unfamiliar with the topic and din know how to do the question.. And, most of us did not do our tutorial.. (that includes me!! hurhurr..) Ya, so in the end they suggest that we meet up AGAIN tmr.. hai.. hence i muz study and do my econs tut tonight le.. NO MORE SLACKING!! I realised i've been kinda lazy.. and i still dun understand my lectures.. wonder if i'll be able to get through this semester.. I'm really scared!! HELP!!

Dear wasn't in good mood today. I dunno why. I dunno what's wrong. but, should be 'cos of work.. Or izzit monday blues? Hmmm.. dear din like his job at all.. He always complain to me that he's sick of his job.. But, it's not easy to find another job.. Hope he'll feel much better now.. I felt so useless cos i din know how to console him or cheer him up. I'm always like this. But, i really dunno how to console people.. I dunno what to say to others when they are feeling down cos I'm afraid I might make them feel even worse?! I felt useless too when jiaman was feeling down and was worried for her boy cos she can't contact him for the past few days.. Seriously, I din know what to say to her. I dunno how to console her.. I dunno what to say to make her feel better.. haix.. that's me.. I'm one with few words..

...i miss him loads...