Hmmm... I've found a job! hahaa... at last... But, i think they only need me for less than a month. Actually, it's not confirmed yet la, wat if i din get through the interview later on?!?! Anyway, i'll be working at polo ralph boutique at isetan-scotts (if i'm not wrong). Uncle william intro-ed to me this job. I think his friend is some sort of an incharge or something, and he told uncle tat he's looking for ppl. At first, uncle william told me he needs 2 ppl, but when i called him, he said he needs one only. sorry huihui... i'm really broke le.. But, i wanna be independent, shall not get pocket money from mummy anymore. Yesterday, mum gave me a cheque for my june's pocket money, but i gave it back to her! And i told her i'm not gonna take pocket money anymore. i'm such a gd girl, right? hahaa..


i've actually got something to write here. or rather, i feel like writing, but i dunno if i should. cos i know his friends do read my blog. Anyway, he messaged me yesterday to ask me out. And also asked if i've thought of us being together again. I know i was mean in my reply, i said i've never thought of it. He've asked me tons and tons of times last year or the year before (if i din remember wrongly). And i've rejected him tons of times too. I don't think i'll ever get back with him. I shall find some rich and clever hunk in uni... hahaa... i'm dreaming... but somehow, i feel (i dunno if it's true la..)that mum expects me to be with someone of higher/same qualifications as me. She believes that if the girl has got higher qualifications, somehow problems will arise. Yes, actually i sorta agree with tat. And i've got a real example right in front of me.. I mean, of cos she wun object me going out with anyone i like, but i think tat's her preference. aiyo... y am i writing bout all these here? i think i better concentrate on my studies for the time being, i've got a long way to go.. tat's wat mum told me... gee... =) if not, i can stay single for the rest of my life.. hahaa..


hmmm... yesterday we went to fish & co. for dinner. it's to celebrate edmund's birthday - since birthday is on 2th june. oh, and also celebrate my cousin's birthday la, his he stayed at my place yesterday. cos his birthday is on 1st june.. oh, can i give him a belated present? cos, i'm broke! hahaa... i've thought of getting him another sch bag, since he complained that the deuter bag that i bought for him tat time was a little small. He say the bag looks big, but can't put much stuffs.. Aiya, i like that design ma, tat's why i got it for him.. =p din ask him to go and choose tat time, cos i tot it's nice to give ppl surprises on their birthday, though i dun really get it, but i believe in making ppl around me happy! =) but this year, i've told him bout it, dunno if he wanna go and choose it himself.


Oh, should i meet CY today? On sat night i asked him out cos i was bored, but he was out with his friends. He suggested sunday, but i can't cos i hafta go for dinner with my family. So he suggested today. But i've yet to confirm with him. Should i or should i not? But where can we go? And i think i'll drive out if i were to meet him. BUT, i dunno my routes leh.. hahaa.. i only know how to go to NTU! hurhurr... And everyone is laughing at me, including mum and dad. =p cos i only know how to get to NTU and back home.. lousy me!


Yesterday I told someone i'm close to bout what is happening around me recently, but the comment she gave was "i dun understand u!" It saddens me a little when she said that. Luckily I still have jiaman babe! hahaa... she understands what i'm going through, i hope..