sigh... Feeling so depressed now. Was in a foul mood after my piano lesson. I made so much mistakes today. How to pass my exam with so much mistakes? *sobz...* I dun wanna retake it again and again. ='( Can anyone tell me what I should do? Piano teacher reminded me that next week is my exam. yes, i know. I din wanna make so much mistakes too. But my fingers are so disobdient today. And I kinda hate my piano now. I've been practicing everyday, i've never been so hardworking before. I juz wanna pass. Even if I pass on the dot (100/150), i'll be happy enough.
Anyway, today's anatomy and physiology lab was kinda fun or rather relaxed. Though we hafta do a formal lab report for this, it's a group work.
I feel bad for treating anne this way. But then, why does she have to tell us what we have to do for our technical communication experiment or research? She is not in our group anyway. She messaged all of us (me, huihui, shikai and fenglan, not sure if she messaged xinting too) this morning.
Her: "Hey girls, can you spare me 15 mins after today's lab? I wan to discuss with you about tech comm."
Me: "Huh? We are not in the same group what!"
Her: "Ya, but i've got a plan. We'll talk aout it later."
We din reply her message and left school after lab session. The 4 of us were so fed up with her. Why does she has to instruct us on what we should do? (We suspect that she wans to promote to us her product. She's selling this aroma theraphy thingy) Can't we juz choose our own topic? Ya, I know that we are bad cos we left her out. But then, prof wans us to be in groups of 5. And she's the "odd-one-out" among us. She's weird at times. I do feel sad for her, cos it seems like she can't clique with anyone. She's 5-6 years older than us and is married with a child. Since 1st year semester 2, we've all been avoiding her. Cos she always talk in a different frequency. When all of us were happily chatting and laughing, she'll suddenly pop out one weird question or statement which is so not related to our topic. And each time she does that, huihui and I will look at each other. Then she'll give me this weird look. So everytime she does that, the whole group will be silent for a few mins, we dun know how to answer/reply her. And she's kinda touchy.. She'll tend to hold on to you, or touch ur hand when she talks to you. I dun mind my close friends doing that to me, but then it's not as though we are that close. Maybe I/we are juz too childish to think/behave this way. But, we juz feel uncomfortable with her presence. I feel sad, bad and mean. But then, i dun know what i should do.
Anyway, today's anatomy and physiology lab was kinda fun or rather relaxed. Though we hafta do a formal lab report for this, it's a group work.
I feel bad for treating anne this way. But then, why does she have to tell us what we have to do for our technical communication experiment or research? She is not in our group anyway. She messaged all of us (me, huihui, shikai and fenglan, not sure if she messaged xinting too) this morning.
Her: "Hey girls, can you spare me 15 mins after today's lab? I wan to discuss with you about tech comm."
Me: "Huh? We are not in the same group what!"
Her: "Ya, but i've got a plan. We'll talk aout it later."
We din reply her message and left school after lab session. The 4 of us were so fed up with her. Why does she has to instruct us on what we should do? (We suspect that she wans to promote to us her product. She's selling this aroma theraphy thingy) Can't we juz choose our own topic? Ya, I know that we are bad cos we left her out. But then, prof wans us to be in groups of 5. And she's the "odd-one-out" among us. She's weird at times. I do feel sad for her, cos it seems like she can't clique with anyone. She's 5-6 years older than us and is married with a child. Since 1st year semester 2, we've all been avoiding her. Cos she always talk in a different frequency. When all of us were happily chatting and laughing, she'll suddenly pop out one weird question or statement which is so not related to our topic. And each time she does that, huihui and I will look at each other. Then she'll give me this weird look. So everytime she does that, the whole group will be silent for a few mins, we dun know how to answer/reply her. And she's kinda touchy.. She'll tend to hold on to you, or touch ur hand when she talks to you. I dun mind my close friends doing that to me, but then it's not as though we are that close. Maybe I/we are juz too childish to think/behave this way. But, we juz feel uncomfortable with her presence. I feel sad, bad and mean. But then, i dun know what i should do.
posted by agnes at
8/16/2005 06:49:00 PM
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