Today's thermo paper was shit! I cried kinda badly after the paper. I've never cried so badly for my exam before. I think I'm really gonna bao. I SERIOUSLY dunno how to calculate watever they wanted! NOT AT ALL!!!!! I know I've studied those stuffs b4, but I juz cant remember how to do it. I get so mixed up with all the equations. I cant even remember how to derive the equation for Entropy. I was praticing it again and again but I juz cant remember which equaion to start from. Izzit internal energy? or Gibbs free energy? Or Helmholtz energy? Before the paper, Hui hui and I were still looking through the derivation for this equation in my car. In the end, both of us still cant remember during exams. While I was doing my paper, I was already about to cry. It's the same feeling that I had during my physics paper last sem. I'm praying hard that some miracle would happen juz like physics paper. The worse thing is, people sitting around me look so confident. I'm surrounded with CBE people. My seat number is always so far away from my friends. And I guess CBE peeps should find this module quite manageable ba, cos they took a module kinda related to this during their first year. Oh man, luckily I'm not in CBE cos they still hafta take Thermodynamics 2. I'm the only sole in my clique who cried, but they said they din know how to do too. Maybe they are juz consoling me? Ya, I'm supposed to be happy today cos I'm only left with 1 more paper to go. They are happy cos of that. They keep telling me that our first question, the True/False question sould be enough to help us pass, since weightage for this paper is only 60%. Whatever it is la, I hope I can get over with ths real soon. I shall cry again on 3rd week of December. This sem sucks big time! It's the worst ever! Are the rest of the sems gonna be worse? I'm feeling so scared now...

I really feel so stupid. This sem really makes me feel as though I'm the stupidest person on earth. I guess there's no one who's more stupid than me! Alright I think I shall stop mourning... And I think I might not be able to blog for the next month, cos I'm not sure if I have internet connection when I move to my uncle's place on coming Sunday. Ok, maybe I shall start to pack my things now, so that I wun have so much things to pack on Saturday.

~gone