Drained. Tired. Stessed.. That's what I'm feeling now.. I'm supposed to be studying now, so why am I here? argh.. Wanted to print my physics notes, so shun bian blog for awhile? *excuses!* Have been in front of my materials science textbook juz now. The wordy and boring textbook. But I still hafta force myself to study for it.. Exams are so near, but sometimes I'm juz so lazy to study. Though I know I should be mugging. But, I juz can't bring myself to sit infront of my books / lecture notes for hours.. BAD! This is bad.. I'm no longer the freaking hardworking agnes that I used to be! *sadz..* Though my friends always say that I'm very hardworking, but I dun feel that way.. And I believe I know myself better than anyone else?! I wonder how am I going to do my exams in 2 weeks time. I've no confidence in any of my modules. I'm afraid I might fail my exams! Especially for materials science and econs. There are so much things to memorise. Just too much for my brain to take it. Somtimes I think I study till I feel like crying.. The things just doesn't get into my brain. Especially for the materials science that I'm studying now. And I hate memory work! Luckily my test on this wed is open book, if not, i think i'll sure die, wun be able to remember so much things.

Ok, I've juz finished printing my physics notes, back to my materials science book!! sianz..