Had my 1st paper today... sad... depressing.. Din thought that it'd be so difficult actually. Haiz... The paper which I've actually pinned more hope on.. has gone down the drain.. bet my grades gonna be sucky~! =[ And this blur and careless me made careless mistakes again!! An extremely stupid mistake! and i think even a primary one kid can do it! 5u^2 - 4u^2 = u^2 , but this dumb me wrote -u^2......... haiz.... wat am i doing?! I knew my ans was wrong cos my calculator could do integration.. But even after I checked it, i still can't find my mistake.. maybe cos i was too nervous then.. Was afraid that i can't finish my paper. Anyway, it's over le, shan't be sad over it le. Ok, I better contiue mugging, if not wun be able to finish studying...

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