*juz got my results... =(

i dunno if i should feel happy or sad. but i know deep down in my heart i'm feeling really horrible! i think i'm the last in BioEngineering. I've got straight Bs. This is my 1st sem. Though i din really ask my friends what they got, but i know my results are real sucky compared to them. i feel even more stressed now. even more stressed than this sem cos next year, there're only 2 classes of BIE stdents. they've taken out all those common engineering and other engineering ppl from these 3 classes. and, BIOENGINEERING ppl are SUPER SMART!! excluding me of cos. sobz sobz.. ShiKai told me those BioEngineering students, our seniors i meant, ALL got straight As for their 1st year. And look at me now? Wat have i got? I'm a failure! yes, i did tear juz now. when i called dear juz now.. =( Told mum bout my results, she said it's ok ma, and asked why i'm so sad? but, i dunno... nvm, shan't say so much now. i know even if i tear, nothing can change my results. shall work even harder next time. BUCK UP, AGNES!!!!!

I'm super busy recently. with my turkey trip, with piano, with driving and lotsa other stuffs. haven packed my luggage. mum ask me to pack today. and i'm supposed to help didi pack too.. dotz. i'm super sad, shall not blog anymore. actually, wanted to blog bout sat andsun, but think no mood le.. Hope tmr will be a better day for me. Hope tmr wun spoil my mood for my turkey trip.

/gone