why why why?

why am I always thinking so much especially during exam period? izzit one of the symptom of being stress? ya, maybe it really is.. hmmm... i think i should really say sorry to dear. He said that I've changed. Ya, i think i can sense it too! I think i'm no longer that 'loving', caring, blah blah... I think i'm kinda ignorant now. why? i dunno.. i'm no longer that bothered bout him going clubbing with his friends. he went last sat. I din make a single bit of noise. not that i wun allow him to go, juz tat i'll be a little unhappy bout it. i'm sorry... i hope i will change back to the me i used to be...

and, i can sense that me and babes are drifting apart.
;( maybe cos i'm busy with my studies and they are busy with their stuffs too. Since jiaman left for aussie 5 months ago, we haven really been in contact. Initially we did email each other, but it din last very long. but we do chat in msn ocassionally. i think the only way we know bout each others' life is through here - blog. Even after she return, we din really meet or chat. The last time I saw her was at the airport. Not too long ago, but, haiz...... I think this friendship is slowly becoming like me and chew's friendship. I dunno, I juz felt that me and chew have nothing much to talk bout. we'll only msg/call each other when we've got something to ask. And we'll only meet once in a blue moon, during our long breaks.... As for Azrin, I think our monthly facial at FIL did help us in some way or another. we get to meet up at least once a month, and most of the time we'll have lunch or dinner together and maybe a little shopping too. so it's not that bad.. hopefully my friendship with babes will be better as time goes by. hope for a better tmr..........

Luckily, I found HuiHui. She's one of my closest friend in NTU. Although we are in the same class last semester, we din really talk to each other. It's until this semester where we became so close. I think we have lotsa things in common. I finally found someone who doesn't watch tv or listen to songs. ;p we slack together. i think we are the most "hardworking" students in the class. hahaa... we are always behind time for physics. But luckily i'm a little better than her, i do consistent work for maths, chemistry (though she's exempted from it), computing (in the 1st half of this semester), blah blah blah... we think alot. she has got lotsa line on her palm (= lotsa worries) too! But, she's very loud. hahaa... if she sees this i think she's gonna kill me! If I haven found her, i can't imagine how boring my uni life is gonna be.

ok, i think i better stop here... better contiue with my studies... exams next week... stresSSSSSSssssssssss..........