ok, i shall write a short entry, cos brother wanna use. haiz... i dunno if i should feel sad or not. maybe i'm still not used to my life now. ocassionally i still have the urge to call him. i dunno if he minds. he sound kinda alright when i call him. i hope he wun get irritated by me. i feel like asking if he will feel irritated if i continue to call him, but i dun dare. i hope if he reads this he will reply me here or in sms. On monday, when i was driving at bout 8 to meet someone, i suddenly feel so weird in me. i feel as though i've got something missing in me. I suddenly have the urge to call or msg him, cos he haven contact me the whole day. haiz... i know i'm bad... i'm sorry... =(