I juz woke up. *tired* I've to go for piano practice at Heartland mall later, to get my last touch on the piano which I will be using for my exam before this Thurs. I'm getting kinda stressed up with all my school work + my piano exam. I cant seem to know how to do my tutorial. Especially my Biochemistry tutorial. I read the textbook, but I still cant answer the questions. Luckily I'm not alone, my friends cant answer too, so i shant feel so bad. But my tutor speak softly (maybe it's not cos he speak softly, maybe it's cos the class is too big?) and sometimes we cant really hear what he's trying to say. Whenever I think of my piano exam, I juz feel like crying. I've been complaining to mum that I'm very scared for my exam. She asked me to try my best. ya, that's what she'll say to me whenever I tell her I'm so stressed with my stuffs. But I'm juz so afraid that I'll disappoint mum, my piano teacher and myself once again. =( I guess after this Thurday I'll be relieved, though I will only know my results like 3 months later. I shall not be bothered by it for the time being. I hope I wun be crying when I get out of the examination studio. *shrugs*

To my dearest Azrin:
BABE!! Not sure if you will read this. Anyway, are you alright? U scare me juz now. I've never heard/seen you cried so hard before. You are always the one who will console me, give me advices whenever I'm feeling terribly down or when I cry. I guess it's my turn now. I'm so sorry, I felt so helpless/useless juz now. I din know what to say. I din know how to console you. Dun cry or think so much when you are driving, k? I'm kinda worried for you. Since he din appreciate what you've done for him, there's no use hanging on, right? You gotta learn to let go my girl. Dun worry, I believe one day you will be able to find someone better. Someone who will really appreciate you. I think it will be better if you dun contact him for the time being. It will be easier for you to forget him. You dun have him, but you still have me! ya? I'll always be by your side. =) Call me whenever you need a listening ear, ok? *hugs*