.........bored..........

Juz finished my life science online tutorial.. Finally finished reading my lecture notes.. I'm feeling so bored now.. I have lotsa things for me to do.. I'm supposed to study for material science and life science CA next week.. But, I haven touched them today.. Argh... WHAT AM I DOING?? I wun have time for me to finish studying and it's already 9pm.. I dun wanna fail my FIRST testsSs..='( But i dun have the mood to study now.. i dunno y.....

I'm feeling kinda sad now, I dunno why.. It definitely has got nothing to do with me and dear.. Mummy went to Alice house, Edmund tag along, and gor gor has gone out with his friends, so I'm left alone at home.. Dun like the feeling of being alone at home.. Will always feel sad when I'm alone at home, dunno y.. But, chose not to go Alice's house too cos I've actually intended to study at home.. which i din... Then when daddy came home in the evening at bout 7, he asked if I wanna join them for dinner at Sakae Sushi, but I dun feel like going out, cos if I go, means I'll reach home late cos mummy will be going back to Alice house after that.. I feel unsafe to go out cos i haven touched my books yet.. *sad* So daddy say he'll send me back after having dinner if i wanna go.. That means, I'll have to trouble daddy AGAIN.. Anyway, daddy has left home quite some time ago, and since I've chosen to stay at home, that means I've chosen to stay at home A.L.O.N.E..

Alright I think i should get back to my books now..