SilLY & DumB mE!!

Oh, juz reached hall.. Had my FIRST CA juz now.. I knew my 1st ans was wrong, cos how can the atomic radius of copper be so big - 12.8nm? it's supposed to be 0.128nm.. but i dunno where's my mistake.. I left my wrong ans there and continue with the second question.. After that came back to the first question again.. But, after awhile my tutor said it was time for us to hand up our papers.. My heart was pumping real fast then and my hands were already shivering.. haven had this feeling for a long long time.. Think the last time was during A levels.. esp for chemistry papers.. I had no choice but to hand up my paper.. After that, my tutor discussed the questions with us, i wasn't listening, was still thinking of where's my mistake and looking blankly at the whiteboard.. My tutor asked me what's wrong, cos i looked very stressed.. he said "you looked very stress, do you have any questions?" I din even ans him back.. My eyes went watery cos i tot my whole question was wrong.. Shi Kai sat beside me, she din really know what to say.. She asked me not to worry cos this is only a small test.. She was shocked i think.. Then a few drops of my tears came rolling down.. I din know why I was so worried.. Maybe cos I'm giving myself too much stress? I dunno.. After awhile, then I realised what's my mistake.. Told Shi Kai and I was smiling at laughing at myself for my silly-ness.. My answer was correct, but i convert it wrongly.. my ans was 1.28x10^-10m.. and if i were to convert it to nanometres, it's supposed to be 0.128nm and not 1.28nm... peeps, how dumb and how silly can i get? I'm so so careless.. argh... Then my tutor said for small small mistakes he'll only deduct 0.5 or 1 mark, the most important part is our working... Haix.. there goes my 1 mark?

Okay, enough of my materials science CA.. But luckily, I got A for my maths CA.. That cheer me up a little?! Actually, my whole class got A.. My tutor was happy tat my class produced this kinda results.. He said he has got classes who only have 2 As in the class, but my WHOLE class got A.. He even told my econs tutor that cos after his lesson was econs tutorial.. then my econs tutor was like "ya, this class is very participative, hope they'll do that well for econs too, and I think we should make them the model class." hahaa.. din know my class gave tutors such good impression? but, ya, my classmates were all very clever.. I think ALL peeps taking bioengineering is so damn clever except me.. =( But luckily they aren't stingy people.. They are more than willing to help you if you have any problems.. Phew... How lucky I am to have them as my classmates though it can be kinda stressful at times..

Ok, shall start to study for my life science tutorial tmr.. 40MCQs.. Hope it wun be very difficult.. Dun think I've got time to study from textbook le, think i'll juz read my notes..

I miss him now.. But he's working, so I think I shouldn't msg to disturb him......

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