TodAy iS a baD daY foR mE

I [think] quite a few things happened to me today... Hmmm.. not a lot actually, only 2 i think.. Firstly, it's cos of my driving lesson today.. Had driving lesson at 830 this morning.. went to the circuit.. I wasn't really concentrating while driving today.. How can I not concentrate while driving right? It's so dangerous.. I dunno what's wrong with me.. So have done quite a few mistakes.. argh... I felt even more demoralised after today's driving lesson (Haven felt so sad cos of driving before..tsk..) cos I realised that my TP is really very near.. Only 10 more days to my exam? shitx.. How to pass? But I really do hope that this will be my 1st and last time taking my TP... And Jimmy said that I was driving a little too slowly on the road? argh... for my next lesson, which is my 2nd last lesson, i shall try to drive faster then.. But sometimes I'll get a little scared when I do that...

As for the next thing that happened I dun wish to write in here.. But it made me cry.. Oh, my 1st time crying in front of him.. I think I'm juz too fragile today, that's why I cried.. It's not a very big matter though, but sometimes I juz feel so sad and so stressed up by my mum.. It saddens me even more by the fact that I'm already 19.. It's not that she dun allow me to be in this relationship, but.... haixXx... ok, i shall say no more...

dear has gone clubbing le.. No one to chat with now..=( I shall stay up late tonight to study...

/gone