sobz sobz.. =[

I'm really gonna fail today's paper.. i've got a strong feeling.. my sixth sense tells me so.. I dun wanna retake this module!! Doing today's econs paper really makes me feel as though i'm doing my history paper, back then in secondary school days... =( Felt like crying.. It's not as though i din study, yes i did study.. But, actually I knew i din understand even after i studied, but i've got no more time left.. I dun have time to study that book (which has 800 pages) one more time. I feel as though I was juz reading through ecerything. There're just too much things for me to remember, to learn in such a short time - 5 months. Whatever ppl took 2 years to study in JC we've got only 5 monts to do it. Yes I knew some ppl could do it, but i think i can't. I'm juz born stupid! I really hate this module, to the core. At first, thought I could do microeconomics which is 50% of the paper. But during the exam, I got mixed up with my concepts. Was thinking which was which, trying my luck and hoping that i've applied the correct one to the correct part of the question, but in the end, i was wrong. I've applied the wrong one to question 2.. sux.. As for macroeconomics, I din really know how to do, juz anyhow wrote some stuffs and did some calculations. Dun wanna go and flip my book to check if it's right, cos I believe I'd be even more disappointed after that.. I'm sure I'd have to retake or rather 'tabao' this module. Slept at 3am just to finish studying, in the end, all my efforts went down the drain. Have to restudy this subject again in the next semester. Was feeling extremely tired when I woke up. Asked mummy if daddy or driver is going tuas today, so they can pick me up, cos I'm super tired, but driver was on MC and daddy's not free, so mum asked me to go home myself. poor me..

[mummy juz called.....]

She asked me how's my paper today, she knew i hated this module.. (cos i had been complaining to her.) Told her that I dunno how to do, told her that I'd fail, but she said nevermind, cos econs aren't important for me actually.. ya, true, i dun think i've to apply economics in BioEngineering. But if I fail that means I've to retake. haix.. Hope miracle would happen.

Ok, after the papers, met dear in school. He went NIE to have appointment. Went for lunch at JP with him, then went home.

hmmm... sorry peeps, I typed this entry without any emotion, juz wanna pen down some stuffs. No mood to blog actually.

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