hmmmm... tired tired tired... yes, i'm real tired... 3 papers gone... wat can i say bout them? i juz think that i will do badly! Is this how uni life is? Am i supposed to not know how to do the whole paper? There are definitely questions which are too tough for us? i dunno la... that's what we heard from seniors... damn demoralising... whatever it is... i hope i dun do badly, though i know i will... hope miracle will happen! dun wanna think so much bout those that i've finished... thursday is my chemistry paper... i used to be confident in it... but now, i think my chemistry is damn lousy... it makes me feel so lousy... ;( and i'm not even half way through... i dun think i can finish studying... sob sob... help me!!! i still have 4 more papers to go... STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

as for gor gor... he went for operation on saturday... when i went to the ward to see him on tat day, i felt like vomitting and i feel like fainting... i dunno why, whenever i see him or anyone i'm very close to in great pain, i can feel their pain too. and my body feels damn weak.. we knew he was in great pain. usually, when it's painful, and when he can tahan, he wun tell us that's it's painful. he'll always act as though it's not. unless we ask him. But on saturday, when he juz came out of the operating threatre, he keep telling mummy and me that it's very pain. He even asked us if he can pop in his painkiller. But the nurse said he can't cos he haven eaten anything. The nurse told my mum gor gor is very brave, he has got a high tolerance. Normally, patient who undergo such operation will request for painkiller drips... but he din. the metal that was put in to support his bone is damn long. bout 3-4 inches. hope he'll recover soon...

actually wanted to blog bout more things, but think i should spend my time studying my chem now... better not waste any of my precious time now...