I guess it's officially over between [us]. I believed you chose not to reply my messages. It's ok. I should have guessed it from your actions instead of sms-ing you to ask you, and wait for your reply. From today onwards, I shall stop calling you. And I'm glad that you loved your life now... I wish you all the best for your future endeavours. Stay happy always~


I hope that feeling doesn't comes back. Because when it does, I juz feel like calling him. I know I shouldn't!


He asked me out again yesterday when I was with mum at junction 8. I din go, cos i wanted to rush home to watch the 10pm show. It's last episode yesterday. Oh, to those reading this, muz be surprised that i actually watch shows right?! hahaa.. I know I shouldn't meet him anymore. Because if i continue to, I'm gonna start thinking alot, again. And I do not want things to repeat. You made me really disappointed years back. I know you said 'sorry' + the reason behind. But whatever is done, is done. Perhaps I should go mia some day. And i think, you are someone whom i may not be able to understand. Sometimes the things you say juz contradicts yourself. But, i chose not to ask you anything.


Sorry Chia Yee, din turn up at the bbq yesterday, cos I went j8 with my mum. Maybe there are some other reasons for me not turning up, la.. Frstly it's cos jiaman din go. Secondly, it's cos i'm pai seh la... so long din meet le. it's difficult to make the first move - to try to get close to u guys again. Thirdly, should be cos of him la.. i believe he'll feel uneasy if i'm there. Hope you guys had a great time.. =)