oops.. realised it's not jiaman who called me. i dunno whoelse will call me from overseas. the number starts from +66. nevermind, if that person needs to look for me, he/she will call back again de. hehee...


Hmmmm.... i wonder if HE reads my blog. (and jiaman, if u dunno who the HE is, then u try to guess lo.. but from what i say later u should be able to know ba.. hahaa..) Anyway, if i din remember wrongly, today is HIS enlistment day. All the best to YOU! I hafta say i'm sorry. I think it's really over between us. It's over long long time ago. I think it's impossible for us to get back together again. YOU may have changed, YOU may have grown up. But YOU can't force me to love YOU once again. YOU said YOU dunno why I din wanna give YOU another chance after so many years. All I can say is, my feelings for YOU are gone. It's totally gone. Thinking back about the past, it made me feel so naive, so foolish. So, why should I force myself to love YOU again? I'm sorry if my words are mean, but in a relationship it should never be a one-sided L-O-V-E, right? If you managed to read this, then sms me or tag here if u have anything to say. I've chosen not to reply your sms.


He asked me out again. He wanted to meet on wednesday night. I'm supposed to have tuition, it was cancelled in the end. But still, I chose not to meet him. We have made a deal that we shall not meet again, izzit for the time being or izzit never again? i'm not sure.. Shall let nature take it's course.


For now, I juz wanna my life be like how it is now. With family and friends.... =)